June 24, 2015
I am having mixed feelings about next week. The weekend is easier; I don't wait, wonder and worry if DCS is going to call me. During the week, I wait, wonder and worry. I want them to call me. I miss not having children or a child in my home. I wish they would call with a baby, but then again I am afraid that it is not God's will for them to call. So Lord, I am having huge issues here. I trust you and love you and pray for your will to be done in my life. At the same time, I want a baby. A baby I can adopt and keep until they get on their own. A baby to raise and shower with love and teach about you. I am going to get past my wants and be happy with your will. The plans you have for me are wonderful and much more than I can imagine. I praise you and worship you and only want to honor you.
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